2014 Year in Review: Fannish Output
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Criminal Minds
Betwixt (1904 words)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds, Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Derek Morgan, Sam Winchester
Summary: The first time Derek sees him, he barely takes any notice.
The Losers
Let the Bodies Hit the Floor (1667 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez/Jake Jensen
Additional Tags: Team, POV Outsider
Summary: Don't mess with Jensen's family.
Unfinished hooker!Cougar AU (2200 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez/Jake Jensen
Additional Tags: Prostitution, Alternate Universe - Prostitution, Abandoned Work - Unfinished and Discontinued
Summary: Hooker!Cougar fic originally started for lady_krysis.
Stargate Atlantis
The Ties That Bind (2408 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Ronon Dex & Teyla Emmagan & Rodney McKay & John Sheppard
Characters: Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Evan Lorne, David Parrish
Additional Tags: Background Lorne/Parrish, Soul Bond, Team, Team Bonding
Summary: This is not the kind of team bonding experience John had signed up for.
Supernatural RPF
Method (208 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jensen Ackles & Jared Padalecki
Summary: J2 talk about the brothers' relationship, late S9
Supernatural
Reunion (3142 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester
Additional Tags: Fluff and Angst, Holidays
Summary: Mary comes back and reacts to Cas and Dean.
Echoes (425 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Episode s09 e11: First Born, Forgiveness, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: If an angel leaves something behind in their vessel... then what about Lucifer?
Home (90 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e04 Slumber Party, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: "This is as close to home as we're gonna get. And it's ours."
Chick Flick Moments (137 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e07 Bad Boys
Summary: Sam just can't leave well enough alone.
No Returns, Only Exchanges (435 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e10 Road Trip, Community: episodic_supernatural, Guilt, Tattoos
Summary: Sam needs to get re-inked.
Kingdom of One (191 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Metatron
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e09 Holy Terror, Community: episodic_supernatural, Boredom
Summary: Metatron is bored.
miles to go before I sleep (490 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e12 Sharp Teeth, Community: episodic_supernatural, Podfic Available, Podfic & Podficced Works
Summary: Sam's thoughts as they head for home.
Leavin' on a jet plane (181 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e13 The Purge, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: "So, a one-way ticket to Peru?"
rarely pure and never simple (185 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Gadreel, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e18 Meta Fiction, Emotional Manipulation
Summary: Gadreel will not spend another eternity in chains.
I make this look easy (100 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Del the demon
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e14 Captives, Drabble
Summary: Really? Really? Sam gets locked in and Dean gets knocked out? REALLY?!
Dean has left the building (100 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e15 Thinman, Family, Family Drama, Drabble
Summary: "Yeah well, like I said, people are sick."
The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same (212 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e16 Blade Runners, Community: episodic_supernatural, Codependency
Summary: Nothing's changed.
Priorities (300 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e19 Alex Annie Alexis Ann
Summary: Sam's to do list.
Rock and a Hard Place (100 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Dean Winchester, Crowley
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e17 Mother's Little Helper, Drabble
Summary: Dean saves Jake's life with a few carefully chosen words.
Third Time's the Charm (7454 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e08 Rock and a Hard Place, Virginity, Loss of Virginity, Sexual Experimentation, Sex Talk
Summary: "So you are virgins. Again."
Closer to Fine (1374 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Prank Wars, Demon!Dean, Fluff, Episode: s09e23 Do You Believe in Miracles?, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: Post-S9 finale Winchester prank wars.
Apologies and Other Disasters (41563 words)
Chapters: 12/12
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran, Linda Tran, Garth Fitzgerald IV, Charlie Bradbury
Additional Tags: Pre-Slash, Arguing, Fix-It, Fluff, Bacon, Episode: s09e03 I'm No Angel, Huddling For Warmth, Fluff and Angst, Cuddling & Snuggling, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Pancakes, Temporary Character Death, Happy Ending, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Fantasizing, Slow Build, Alternate Season/Series 09, Kevin Lives
Summary: Canon divergent AU from 9.03. After Sam kicks Ezekiel to the curb, the first thing they do is to go find Cas.
When the Bough Breaks (100 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e22 Stairway to Heaven, Drabble, Guns, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary: Dean stares down the barrel of Sam's gun.
Betwixt (1904 words)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds, Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Derek Morgan, Sam Winchester
Summary: The first time Derek sees him, he barely takes any notice.
Homesick (247 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Sickfic, Men of Letters Bunker, Episode: s10e01 Black, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: Why wasn't Cas in the bunker?
Pulling Pigtails (297 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Crowley, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s10e02 Reichenbach, Crushes
Summary: It's his best plan ever.
Walking in Circles (1497 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s10e03 Soul Survivor, Broken Families, Broken Dean, Broken Sam, Alcohol
Summary: Sam's gonna get drunk.
The Long and Winding Road (253 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s10e04 Paper Moon, Community: episodic_supernatural, Internal Monologue, Codependency
Summary: Dean as a demon was rather unimpressive; Sam and his willingness to do anything to get to his brother, on the other hand...
Just a little bit (210 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s10e05 Fan Fiction, Community: episodic_supernatural, Samulet
Summary: Oh, the Samulet.
I'm Just the Symbol (330 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s10e06 Ask Jeeves, Samulet
Summary: No Samulet on the rearview.
Tis the Season (588 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Fluff, Mistletoe, POV Outsider
Summary: Surprise mistletoe is the best mistletoe.
Practice Makes Perfect (2002 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (From notes: RE: Not choosing to use archive warnings, I wasn't sure how to label this, so have a content note: Dean doesn't get a say in the proceedings. The idea behind this made me uncomfortable, but seeing how these boys run roughshod over the idea of consent, I felt like it was something that might happen in the Supernatural universe.)
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s10e07 Girls Girls Girls, Musicians, Music
Summary: "Now, the truth is, I'm past saving. I know how my story ends. It's at the edge of a blade or barrel of a gun." Sam decides to change that.
Let It Snow (2094 words)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Snow, Huddling For Warmth, Alternate Universe - Human
Summary: A semi jackknifes in the middle of a snowstorm, stopping traffic for hours.
The Three Body Problem (36834 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Castiel in the Bunker, Oblivious Dean, Big Bang Challenge, Romantic Comedy
Summary: Cas asks the Winchesters on a date. Yes, both of them.
Deleted opening to The Three Body Problem (1716 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran
Additional Tags: Kevin Lives, Men of Letters Bunker, Castiel in the Bunker, Deleted Scenes
Summary: I really enjoyed this opening, but it felt off from the rest of the fic, so I pulled it out and rewrote it to jump in a little more quickly. The fic was started back in Season 8, so Kevin had just moved into the bunker, it looked like Cas was going to be human and I had hopes for him moving in, so basically it was going to be one giant slumber party all the time! Considering what's happened since I started the fic, though, I felt using Kevin as such a minor character in this way just wouldn't work, so I shifted his part to Charlie and took out almost all of his/her involvement. I still like this (rather long!) deleted scene, so I thought I'd include it anyway.
Deleted Sam POV scene for The Three Body Problem (1441 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Pre-Slash, Deleted Scenes
Summary: The conversation Sam and Cas have when Cas storms out of the bunker.
The Winchesters' Big Gay New Year's Eve Party (6445 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Sam Winchester, Charlie Bradbury & Dean Winchester, Charlie Bradbury & Sam Winchester, Josephine Barnes/Krissy Chambers
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Charlie Bradbury, Jody Mills, Linda Tran, Donna Hanscum, Kevin Tran, Garth Fitzgerald IV, Aaron Bass, Krissy Chambers, Josephine Barnes
Additional Tags: New Year's Eve, Party, Fake/Pretend Relationship
Summary: Pretty much exactly what it says on the tin.
The Three Body Problem - recordings of a work in progress
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Additional Tags: Audio Format: MP3, Audio Format: Streaming, Meta
Summary: Recording 1: busaikko had read the fic somewhere in the draft and asked some pointed questions that I needed to talk through to figure out how I would answer her. Recordings 2 and 3: I was having a tough time with the Wincest sex and I talked through it to myself.
Fake Boyfriends fic (The Winchesters' Big Gay New Year's Eve Pary) babbling
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran
Additional Tags: Audio Format: Streaming, Audio Format: MP3, Podfic, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Babbling
Summary: Pretty much what it says on the tin.
By daybreak we'll be gone [Podfic]
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez/Jake Jensen, Jolene/Linwood "Pooch" Porteous
Characters: Franklin Clay, William Roque, Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez, Linwood "Pooch" Porteous, Jake Jensen
Additional Tags: reference to childhood trauma, PTSD, AU, Werewolves, Podfic, Podfic & Podficced Works, Team Podfic, Audio Format: Streaming, Audio Format: MP3, Podfic Length: 1-1.5 Hours, Audio Format: M4B
Summary: Once you go into the woods, you don’t come back out again; or, how Franklin Clay got himself a pack.
Icons for Team Cosplay in Resin
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Aisha al-Fadhil, Jake Jensen, William Roque, Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez, Franklin Clay, Linwood "Pooch" Porteous
Additional Tags: Banners & Icons, Team Cosplay in Resin
Picspam of The Losers for Team Gym Rat
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Aisha al-Fadhil, Franklin Clay, Linwood "Pooch" Porteous, Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez, Jake Jensen, William Roque
Summary: Really fit Losers, yum.
2014 Statistics
Total words written: 191,313
Total words kept: Uh, most of them. I didn't keep the right spreadsheet to calculate this one this year.
Total words published: 118,969
Total stories: 36
Average words per story: 3305
Shortest story: 90 (Home)
Longest story: 41,563 (Apologies and Other Disasters)
Median: 425 (Lots of super-short fic for episode caps, sadly)
Fandoms written in: Criminal Minds, The Losers, Stargate Atlantis, Supernatural, Supernatural RPF.
Fandoms I had never written in before this year: None.
Fandoms that really hooked me: No fandoms hooked me, but I'm still pretty well entrenched in Supernatural and loving The Losers as ever.
Fandoms I expected to be writing more, but didn't: None, really. Supernatural really has its hooks in me.
Fandoms I expect to write in next year: Supernatural, The Losers (I know better than to say I'll be writing in other fandoms; it could happen, but it's going to be a spur of the moment thing).
Fests I participated in this year: 2013
deancas_xmas (missed the 2014 signups, but that's okay),
ante_up_losers winter exchange,
ante_up_losers big bang,
crossovering,
tfwbigbang,
sga_santa (last year for this fest, sad sigh),
spn_j2_xmas.
Fests I expect to participate in next year: The only ones I can say for sure are
ante_up_losers exchange and big bang,
kink_bingo, and
spn_j2_xmas. Maybe others that catch my eye, but I'm trying to scale back because I hate defaulting (like I did on the femslash exchange).
My favorite piece of this year: Third Time's the Charm will forever be one of my favorites. Sam/Cas, awkwardness, getting over heterosexual tendencies, friend-sex... yeah. It was fun and awesome.
My best piece this year: Let the Bodies Hit the Floor did exactly what I wanted it to do, and I wrote it in about an hour. It was brilliant.
Most fun piece: The Winchesters' Big Gay New Year's Eve Party was a delight, such fun to write, even at the end when I was totally drunk. Maybe especially then.
Most sexy piece: The Three Body Problem was like, half porn, and I'm really proud of it.
Piece with the single sexiest moment: The Three Body Problem has half a dozen of my favorite sexy things I've ever written. I'm seriously proud of it.
Most depressing piece: So tough to choose. So many of my episode caps are vaguely depressing, because I like to keep the caps within canon, if I can. I suppose No Returns, Only Exchanges is fairly dismal.
Piece that shifted my own perceptions of the characters: I think Practice Makes Perfect shifts Sam into a more Dean-like role, where he takes care of his brother whether Dean wants it or not. I like it.
Biggest Disappointment: Let It Snow, my
spn_j2_xmas piece that my recipient never commented on. Another piece I wrote in roughly an hour, but it's... Well. It's okay. It's just not as good as the idea was in my head. Too rushed, both in my writing of it and the pacing of the story itself.
Biggest Surprise: Apologies and Other Disasters has become an enormous hit. Certainly proves that posting in chapters is the way to go if you want to get the hit count, bookmarks, and subscriptions.
Most Unintentionally Telling piece: Well, it's not unintentional, but I sure voice all the opinions in my babbling about The Three Body Problem, including a few strong feels about Dean and the right to die.
Favorite openingline paragraph: From Walking in Circles: Sam buys himself a bottle of Patron. He'd go for scotch or whiskey, but it reminds him too much of Dean, and he's got enough oozing wounds on his psyche to do something so self-flagellating as drinking his brother's poison.
Favorite closingline paragraph: From Practice Makes Perfect: After the show, they pack their stuff into the Impala and head out to another motel and another gig somewhere down the road, the next in a long line of motels and gigs. Castiel knows he will follow them in this life just like the other, but in this one, when he watches them from the shadows, it will be only to see them smile.
Excerpts from my current works-in-progress:
Alt!season 7 story where Cas actually becomes God for real:
Mary lifted her face into the sun. It was one of those perfect days, clear and not too warm, the breeze not quite crisp enough to foretell the fall coming, just a few weeks now. She had Sam in her lap, gurgling with a big smile on his face, such a happy baby. John was playing catch with Dean, throwing him easily catchable lobs and Dean's delighted laughter every time he caught one made her smile.
She couldn't remember anything more perfect, it was the kind of day that would stick forever in her memory, especially when Dean ran over to give her a kiss and she grabbed him up, unable to contain how much she loved him, and John laughed and snapped a photo, always quicker with the camera than she expected.
The day was endless, out in the sun, her and her boys, exactly as she always pictured them.
Cas tries to get with Dean using female vessels:
"Hey Dean," Sam said, nudging him under the table. "That girl's staring at you."
Dean's smile grew into a smirk and he nodded his thanks at Sam for the heads up. He turned around subtly, to see who might be checking him out and choked on his beer. She was a young girl, eighteen at the most, and she looked practically virginal, with straight, brown hair, a sweater set, and an intense, serious look on her face.
Jensen RPF where he's just coming to understand he's not straight:
"Yeah, so, Misha and I had a long talk and that's when he mentioned the sexuality thing, and by that time we'd been spitballing an actual storyline for Dean and Cas and I… it was…" He hesitates. They were drinking pretty heavily last night, and Jensen doesn't remember all of it with clarity, but he does remember the jumble of mixed up feelings he had about Dean and Cas becoming more than friends. It was a roar of emotions all stuck together into one big ball, but the one that flayed him open was fear.
"Confusing?" Danneel provides.
"Terrifying," Jensen counters.
Alt!Season 9 fic where Sam actually closes the gates of hell:
He can hear music, true resonating notes in a beautiful language, telling him the secrets of the ages, letting him know he is loved and forgiven and his faith in God the absent father is restored. In that one instant he knows everything, he sees the great design and can feel the smile of his creator as he looks on, watching Sam's final accomplishment.
Then one of the notes rings false, a glaring error in the celestial harmonies, and Sam is falling, and falling fast – so very fast, into darkness so complete his very existence is like a flame snuffed out.
The weird time-travel, dimension hopping AU thingee, titled 'WMTDI':
"No."
Dean clenches his hands into fists and releases them purposefully. Sam isn't supposed to get to him, he's supposed to get to Sam. "Come on, she likes you. All it takes –"
"All it takes is coercing a girl I like into having sex with me, knowing we're leaving in less than a week," Sam says. "All it takes is me being a complete douchebag. I don't want to, Dean. I'm not you."
"Hey," Dean says, clenching his fists again. "This isn't about me. Virgin-eating hags can't smell me from half a mile out."
"Yeah, it's about me, and just because you have no problems ruining a girl's reputation doesn't mean I'm going to."
Dean rolls his eyes. God he hates teenagers, and high school, and whatever bullshit TV Sam's been watching that means he's worried about girls' virtue.
"Maybe I can find a guy to mess around with," Sam says, knocking Dean's entire world sideways with a comment that was creepily effortless in its delivery.
Betwixt (1904 words)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds, Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Derek Morgan, Sam Winchester
Summary: The first time Derek sees him, he barely takes any notice.
The Losers
Let the Bodies Hit the Floor (1667 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez/Jake Jensen
Additional Tags: Team, POV Outsider
Summary: Don't mess with Jensen's family.
Unfinished hooker!Cougar AU (2200 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez/Jake Jensen
Additional Tags: Prostitution, Alternate Universe - Prostitution, Abandoned Work - Unfinished and Discontinued
Summary: Hooker!Cougar fic originally started for lady_krysis.
Stargate Atlantis
The Ties That Bind (2408 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Ronon Dex & Teyla Emmagan & Rodney McKay & John Sheppard
Characters: Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan, Rodney McKay, John Sheppard, Evan Lorne, David Parrish
Additional Tags: Background Lorne/Parrish, Soul Bond, Team, Team Bonding
Summary: This is not the kind of team bonding experience John had signed up for.
Supernatural RPF
Method (208 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jensen Ackles & Jared Padalecki
Summary: J2 talk about the brothers' relationship, late S9
Supernatural
Reunion (3142 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester
Additional Tags: Fluff and Angst, Holidays
Summary: Mary comes back and reacts to Cas and Dean.
Echoes (425 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Episode s09 e11: First Born, Forgiveness, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: If an angel leaves something behind in their vessel... then what about Lucifer?
Home (90 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e04 Slumber Party, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: "This is as close to home as we're gonna get. And it's ours."
Chick Flick Moments (137 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e07 Bad Boys
Summary: Sam just can't leave well enough alone.
No Returns, Only Exchanges (435 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e10 Road Trip, Community: episodic_supernatural, Guilt, Tattoos
Summary: Sam needs to get re-inked.
Kingdom of One (191 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Metatron
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e09 Holy Terror, Community: episodic_supernatural, Boredom
Summary: Metatron is bored.
miles to go before I sleep (490 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e12 Sharp Teeth, Community: episodic_supernatural, Podfic Available, Podfic & Podficced Works
Summary: Sam's thoughts as they head for home.
Leavin' on a jet plane (181 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e13 The Purge, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: "So, a one-way ticket to Peru?"
rarely pure and never simple (185 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Gadreel, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e18 Meta Fiction, Emotional Manipulation
Summary: Gadreel will not spend another eternity in chains.
I make this look easy (100 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Del the demon
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e14 Captives, Drabble
Summary: Really? Really? Sam gets locked in and Dean gets knocked out? REALLY?!
Dean has left the building (100 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e15 Thinman, Family, Family Drama, Drabble
Summary: "Yeah well, like I said, people are sick."
The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same (212 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s09e16 Blade Runners, Community: episodic_supernatural, Codependency
Summary: Nothing's changed.
Priorities (300 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e19 Alex Annie Alexis Ann
Summary: Sam's to do list.
Rock and a Hard Place (100 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Dean Winchester, Crowley
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e17 Mother's Little Helper, Drabble
Summary: Dean saves Jake's life with a few carefully chosen words.
Third Time's the Charm (7454 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e08 Rock and a Hard Place, Virginity, Loss of Virginity, Sexual Experimentation, Sex Talk
Summary: "So you are virgins. Again."
Closer to Fine (1374 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Prank Wars, Demon!Dean, Fluff, Episode: s09e23 Do You Believe in Miracles?, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: Post-S9 finale Winchester prank wars.
Apologies and Other Disasters (41563 words)
Chapters: 12/12
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran, Linda Tran, Garth Fitzgerald IV, Charlie Bradbury
Additional Tags: Pre-Slash, Arguing, Fix-It, Fluff, Bacon, Episode: s09e03 I'm No Angel, Huddling For Warmth, Fluff and Angst, Cuddling & Snuggling, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Pancakes, Temporary Character Death, Happy Ending, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Fantasizing, Slow Build, Alternate Season/Series 09, Kevin Lives
Summary: Canon divergent AU from 9.03. After Sam kicks Ezekiel to the curb, the first thing they do is to go find Cas.
When the Bough Breaks (100 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s09e22 Stairway to Heaven, Drabble, Guns, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary: Dean stares down the barrel of Sam's gun.
Betwixt (1904 words)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds, Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Derek Morgan, Sam Winchester
Summary: The first time Derek sees him, he barely takes any notice.
Homesick (247 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Sickfic, Men of Letters Bunker, Episode: s10e01 Black, Community: episodic_supernatural
Summary: Why wasn't Cas in the bunker?
Pulling Pigtails (297 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Crowley, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s10e02 Reichenbach, Crushes
Summary: It's his best plan ever.
Walking in Circles (1497 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s10e03 Soul Survivor, Broken Families, Broken Dean, Broken Sam, Alcohol
Summary: Sam's gonna get drunk.
The Long and Winding Road (253 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s10e04 Paper Moon, Community: episodic_supernatural, Internal Monologue, Codependency
Summary: Dean as a demon was rather unimpressive; Sam and his willingness to do anything to get to his brother, on the other hand...
Just a little bit (210 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s10e05 Fan Fiction, Community: episodic_supernatural, Samulet
Summary: Oh, the Samulet.
I'm Just the Symbol (330 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Community: episodic_supernatural, Episode: s10e06 Ask Jeeves, Samulet
Summary: No Samulet on the rearview.
Tis the Season (588 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Fluff, Mistletoe, POV Outsider
Summary: Surprise mistletoe is the best mistletoe.
Practice Makes Perfect (2002 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (From notes: RE: Not choosing to use archive warnings, I wasn't sure how to label this, so have a content note: Dean doesn't get a say in the proceedings. The idea behind this made me uncomfortable, but seeing how these boys run roughshod over the idea of consent, I felt like it was something that might happen in the Supernatural universe.)
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s10e07 Girls Girls Girls, Musicians, Music
Summary: "Now, the truth is, I'm past saving. I know how my story ends. It's at the edge of a blade or barrel of a gun." Sam decides to change that.
Let It Snow (2094 words)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Snow, Huddling For Warmth, Alternate Universe - Human
Summary: A semi jackknifes in the middle of a snowstorm, stopping traffic for hours.
The Three Body Problem (36834 words)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Castiel in the Bunker, Oblivious Dean, Big Bang Challenge, Romantic Comedy
Summary: Cas asks the Winchesters on a date. Yes, both of them.
Deleted opening to The Three Body Problem (1716 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran
Additional Tags: Kevin Lives, Men of Letters Bunker, Castiel in the Bunker, Deleted Scenes
Summary: I really enjoyed this opening, but it felt off from the rest of the fic, so I pulled it out and rewrote it to jump in a little more quickly. The fic was started back in Season 8, so Kevin had just moved into the bunker, it looked like Cas was going to be human and I had hopes for him moving in, so basically it was going to be one giant slumber party all the time! Considering what's happened since I started the fic, though, I felt using Kevin as such a minor character in this way just wouldn't work, so I shifted his part to Charlie and took out almost all of his/her involvement. I still like this (rather long!) deleted scene, so I thought I'd include it anyway.
Deleted Sam POV scene for The Three Body Problem (1441 words)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Pre-Slash, Deleted Scenes
Summary: The conversation Sam and Cas have when Cas storms out of the bunker.
The Winchesters' Big Gay New Year's Eve Party (6445 words)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Sam Winchester, Charlie Bradbury & Dean Winchester, Charlie Bradbury & Sam Winchester, Josephine Barnes/Krissy Chambers
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Charlie Bradbury, Jody Mills, Linda Tran, Donna Hanscum, Kevin Tran, Garth Fitzgerald IV, Aaron Bass, Krissy Chambers, Josephine Barnes
Additional Tags: New Year's Eve, Party, Fake/Pretend Relationship
Summary: Pretty much exactly what it says on the tin.
The Three Body Problem - recordings of a work in progress
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Additional Tags: Audio Format: MP3, Audio Format: Streaming, Meta
Summary: Recording 1: busaikko had read the fic somewhere in the draft and asked some pointed questions that I needed to talk through to figure out how I would answer her. Recordings 2 and 3: I was having a tough time with the Wincest sex and I talked through it to myself.
Fake Boyfriends fic (The Winchesters' Big Gay New Year's Eve Pary) babbling
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Kevin Tran
Additional Tags: Audio Format: Streaming, Audio Format: MP3, Podfic, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Babbling
Summary: Pretty much what it says on the tin.
By daybreak we'll be gone [Podfic]
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez/Jake Jensen, Jolene/Linwood "Pooch" Porteous
Characters: Franklin Clay, William Roque, Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez, Linwood "Pooch" Porteous, Jake Jensen
Additional Tags: reference to childhood trauma, PTSD, AU, Werewolves, Podfic, Podfic & Podficced Works, Team Podfic, Audio Format: Streaming, Audio Format: MP3, Podfic Length: 1-1.5 Hours, Audio Format: M4B
Summary: Once you go into the woods, you don’t come back out again; or, how Franklin Clay got himself a pack.
Icons for Team Cosplay in Resin
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Aisha al-Fadhil, Jake Jensen, William Roque, Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez, Franklin Clay, Linwood "Pooch" Porteous
Additional Tags: Banners & Icons, Team Cosplay in Resin
Picspam of The Losers for Team Gym Rat
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Aisha al-Fadhil, Franklin Clay, Linwood "Pooch" Porteous, Carlos "Cougar" Alvarez, Jake Jensen, William Roque
Summary: Really fit Losers, yum.
2014 Statistics
Total words written: 191,313
Total words kept: Uh, most of them. I didn't keep the right spreadsheet to calculate this one this year.
Total words published: 118,969
Total stories: 36
Average words per story: 3305
Shortest story: 90 (Home)
Longest story: 41,563 (Apologies and Other Disasters)
Median: 425 (Lots of super-short fic for episode caps, sadly)
Fandoms written in: Criminal Minds, The Losers, Stargate Atlantis, Supernatural, Supernatural RPF.
Fandoms I had never written in before this year: None.
Fandoms that really hooked me: No fandoms hooked me, but I'm still pretty well entrenched in Supernatural and loving The Losers as ever.
Fandoms I expected to be writing more, but didn't: None, really. Supernatural really has its hooks in me.
Fandoms I expect to write in next year: Supernatural, The Losers (I know better than to say I'll be writing in other fandoms; it could happen, but it's going to be a spur of the moment thing).
Fests I participated in this year: 2013
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My favorite piece of this year: Third Time's the Charm will forever be one of my favorites. Sam/Cas, awkwardness, getting over heterosexual tendencies, friend-sex... yeah. It was fun and awesome.
My best piece this year: Let the Bodies Hit the Floor did exactly what I wanted it to do, and I wrote it in about an hour. It was brilliant.
Most fun piece: The Winchesters' Big Gay New Year's Eve Party was a delight, such fun to write, even at the end when I was totally drunk. Maybe especially then.
Most sexy piece: The Three Body Problem was like, half porn, and I'm really proud of it.
Piece with the single sexiest moment: The Three Body Problem has half a dozen of my favorite sexy things I've ever written. I'm seriously proud of it.
Most depressing piece: So tough to choose. So many of my episode caps are vaguely depressing, because I like to keep the caps within canon, if I can. I suppose No Returns, Only Exchanges is fairly dismal.
Piece that shifted my own perceptions of the characters: I think Practice Makes Perfect shifts Sam into a more Dean-like role, where he takes care of his brother whether Dean wants it or not. I like it.
Biggest Disappointment: Let It Snow, my
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Biggest Surprise: Apologies and Other Disasters has become an enormous hit. Certainly proves that posting in chapters is the way to go if you want to get the hit count, bookmarks, and subscriptions.
Most Unintentionally Telling piece: Well, it's not unintentional, but I sure voice all the opinions in my babbling about The Three Body Problem, including a few strong feels about Dean and the right to die.
Favorite opening
Favorite closing
Excerpts from my current works-in-progress:
Alt!season 7 story where Cas actually becomes God for real:
Mary lifted her face into the sun. It was one of those perfect days, clear and not too warm, the breeze not quite crisp enough to foretell the fall coming, just a few weeks now. She had Sam in her lap, gurgling with a big smile on his face, such a happy baby. John was playing catch with Dean, throwing him easily catchable lobs and Dean's delighted laughter every time he caught one made her smile.
She couldn't remember anything more perfect, it was the kind of day that would stick forever in her memory, especially when Dean ran over to give her a kiss and she grabbed him up, unable to contain how much she loved him, and John laughed and snapped a photo, always quicker with the camera than she expected.
The day was endless, out in the sun, her and her boys, exactly as she always pictured them.
Cas tries to get with Dean using female vessels:
"Hey Dean," Sam said, nudging him under the table. "That girl's staring at you."
Dean's smile grew into a smirk and he nodded his thanks at Sam for the heads up. He turned around subtly, to see who might be checking him out and choked on his beer. She was a young girl, eighteen at the most, and she looked practically virginal, with straight, brown hair, a sweater set, and an intense, serious look on her face.
Jensen RPF where he's just coming to understand he's not straight:
"Yeah, so, Misha and I had a long talk and that's when he mentioned the sexuality thing, and by that time we'd been spitballing an actual storyline for Dean and Cas and I… it was…" He hesitates. They were drinking pretty heavily last night, and Jensen doesn't remember all of it with clarity, but he does remember the jumble of mixed up feelings he had about Dean and Cas becoming more than friends. It was a roar of emotions all stuck together into one big ball, but the one that flayed him open was fear.
"Confusing?" Danneel provides.
"Terrifying," Jensen counters.
Alt!Season 9 fic where Sam actually closes the gates of hell:
He can hear music, true resonating notes in a beautiful language, telling him the secrets of the ages, letting him know he is loved and forgiven and his faith in God the absent father is restored. In that one instant he knows everything, he sees the great design and can feel the smile of his creator as he looks on, watching Sam's final accomplishment.
Then one of the notes rings false, a glaring error in the celestial harmonies, and Sam is falling, and falling fast – so very fast, into darkness so complete his very existence is like a flame snuffed out.
The weird time-travel, dimension hopping AU thingee, titled 'WMTDI':
"No."
Dean clenches his hands into fists and releases them purposefully. Sam isn't supposed to get to him, he's supposed to get to Sam. "Come on, she likes you. All it takes –"
"All it takes is coercing a girl I like into having sex with me, knowing we're leaving in less than a week," Sam says. "All it takes is me being a complete douchebag. I don't want to, Dean. I'm not you."
"Hey," Dean says, clenching his fists again. "This isn't about me. Virgin-eating hags can't smell me from half a mile out."
"Yeah, it's about me, and just because you have no problems ruining a girl's reputation doesn't mean I'm going to."
Dean rolls his eyes. God he hates teenagers, and high school, and whatever bullshit TV Sam's been watching that means he's worried about girls' virtue.
"Maybe I can find a guy to mess around with," Sam says, knocking Dean's entire world sideways with a comment that was creepily effortless in its delivery.
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