*is restless*

soleta is on a midnight train to Boston, and I'm tired, but... I've been discombobulated these last couple of days, seriously, and it all came off of a kinky fic I read which is weird because I don't generally read kinky fic and now I've got these things buzzing in my head that I want to talk about but have no idea how to do so. I'm not sure what I even have to say, honestly, but I feel like I need to say something. I have... You know, I've never really understood 'triggering' before, but I think that might have been what this was. (HELLO I AM SUPER BORING VANILLA WHITEBREAD, SUE ME. I grew up Catholic, middle-class, small-town boring.)

Plus I have things I need to be doing, so many things, and they're making me crazy. I finally got work back under control, but I'm thinking about bowing out of yuletide because I'm freaking out a little here.

Okay, so I guess I did figure out a few things to say, anyway.