*is restless*

[kate]

soleta is on a midnight train to Boston, and I'm tired, but... I've been discombobulated these last couple of days, seriously, and it all came off of a kinky fic I read which is weird because I don't generally read kinky fic and now I've got these things buzzing in my head that I want to talk about but have no idea how to do so. I'm not sure what I even have to say, honestly, but I feel like I need to say something. I have... You know, I've never really understood 'triggering' before, but I think that might have been what this was. (HELLO I AM SUPER BORING VANILLA WHITEBREAD, SUE ME. I grew up Catholic, middle-class, small-town boring.)

Plus I have things I need to be doing, so many things, and they're making me crazy. I finally got work back under control, but I'm thinking about bowing out of yuletide because I'm freaking out a little here.

Okay, so I guess I did figure out a few things to say, anyway.

Comments

[libitina]

You have my phone number, yes? I am available for talking and muddling through thinky things.

[kisahawklin]

Eep, I hate talking on phones, bb. :(

Can I get you on chat somewhere?

[libitina]

I don't think I have installed any chat programs since I changed laptops. I could install Y!M when I get home.

If you want, you can txt me while I'm on the way home. I think I'm good to leave work now.

[kisahawklin]

*nodnod*

Don't leave work for me, sweetheart! I mean, unless it's time to leave work. And yes, text, I will text you. <3

[libitina]

You know it's midnight, right? It's time to leave work.

[kisahawklin]

ZOMG, no, I missed that. Okay, by all means! Leave work! <333

[shaenie.livejournal.com]

*cuddles you*

I really hope I'm not in some way responsible for this.

[kisahawklin]

*snuggles in*

[urbankotq.livejournal.com]

If you find the words, I'll keep my cell phone on in case you want to talk.

[kisahawklin]

I love you, sweetheart.

Seriously. But I think talking on the phone is about THE last thing I'd like to do in the world. But thank you so much, really. *hugs*

[urbankotq.livejournal.com]

'Kay.

Also: "Super Boring Vanilla Whitebread"? Not buying that one bit. :p

[kisahawklin]

Hahaha, I'm so vanilla! But I'm working on it.

<333

[gayalithiel.livejournal.com]

I wish you were on AIM cuz I'd chat with you, especially about the Yuletide thing!

[kisahawklin]

Oh, yeah, getting on!

[aprilkat.livejournal.com]

Hey, sugar, what an experience, huh? *hugs*

BTW, I did watch the DVD and need to get it back to you. I'm hoping to get into town in January, but if you'd like me to send it back, I'll be glad to do so. (Could you email your address again?) I liked it much better than the first director's cut I saw. Mucho slashiness!

[kisahawklin]

Oh hey! I was wondering what I did with that DVD. I couldn't for the life of me remember who I had loaned it to.

I'm glad you liked it! And no worries, whenever you head up this way (or in January maybe we can make our way down to you!) is fine!

<3333

[diner]

I'm ever a text or an email away, as well. :)

♥♥♥

[kisahawklin]

Oh, bb, thank you soooooo much. <33333333333

But now it is bedtimes for me. How are you, lovely?

[diner]

I'm ok :)
It was a bit odd to see this post of yours when I recently have been struggling with something that I CANNOT talk about, yet was able to write about - long story blah blah but something triggered me as well and I'm dealing with that now. I do wish we lived closer. ♥

BUT SERIOUSLY. I am fine. :D And SERIOUSLY; please email or call or text. ♥ I love you likes woah. :)

[kisahawklin]

I know, sweetheart. You, justbluemyself, and the Arclight are the only things I miss from Cali.

So, what triggered you? I have about fifteen email addresses for you - I'm not sure which to use. Send me something? My address is gmail, kisahawklin as ever.

[diner]

Delete all but meggytron at gmail :D
I made a post the other day; not sure exactly what trggered (OMG suddenly my 'i' key sn't really workng AUGH) it, but i was readng some fic and one thing to another... I guess??

xxxxx

[msilverstar]

Me too, I'm on AIM/Googlechat/Yahoo IM a lot, especially on weekends. ping me anytime you see me, k?

[kisahawklin]

Oh, thank you sweetheart! I'm baking a lot this weekend and I have a concert tonight (crappy concert) but I'm hoping to pop on this evening or maybe tomorrow? I'd love to chat with you. :)

[sabrina-il.livejournal.com]

Ugh, I just saw this and it's been ages since you posted it, but I for the record I am SOOOOOO here if you wanna talk about this stuff (and I actually like listening to people explain why thi kind stuff freaked them out or whatever, I've talked to a lot of people about triggering before and like to think I can help) and *HUGS*

[kisahawklin]

Well don't beat yourself up about it! We're in different time zones and all!

It's good - I chatted with three people last night, and each one of them did something in particular to help me, it was... well, it was awesome. :D

But don't worry, if I see you on chat and I have time I will totally pounce on you. *hugs*

[pearlandopal.livejournal.com]

I'm here anytime you want to talk, about whatever. Email is the best way to get ahold of me. I miss seeing you guys, too.