This is my life

<3333 It does help to hear it, but there's still always going to be guilt because you're definitely not the first person that's had this take on their early relationship and I doubt you'll be the last.

Yeah, I remember novel!Wei Wuxian being more oblivious, too. Instead of covering with a smile, like in CQL, he literally forces himself to forget. His bad memory is definitely more present in the book.

Anyway, this is a very subjective impression of a character's impression of another, pretty difficult-to-read character, so it's probably not surprising there are different takes, LOL. Truth. And now I want to watch it again to look at it more closely from this perspective.