This is my life

I should be looking for a new job, but I freak out so bad. Like, I lost an opportunity a few weeks ago to apply for something because I was too anxious to finish the application, and by the time I felt able to get back to it, the position was no longer available. I also have no damn idea what to look for to do, because I have no ambitions and have only ever fallen into jobs.

Dance, yay! I hope I make it through tonight's class okay. I'm p sure my fatigue is due to allergies, so it's not going away until the pollen or whatever dies down, and today it's compounded by shark week. I'm also four days behind on the yoga challenge I'm following, so I need to try to do those videos before I fall so far behind that I give up.

But, I have now made even more plans with friends, after finding out that there are some cool events going on in Little Rock the next couple of weekends. This Sunday there's going to be an India Fest with food and dance exhibitions and stuff, and next Saturday is the Etsy Little Rock indie music and arts festival. So excite!