kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2021-11-14 08:17 pm

[sticky entry] Sticky: Intro Post! [Updated 1/1/2023]

Hello there, person who is glancing at my journal and seeing this sticky note for the first time! This is a first stop to [personal profile] kate/[personal profile] kisahawklin to let you know a bit about me.

In real life, I have a very stressful job managing an (perpetually understaffed) office (which I am nominally on leave from to assist with implementation of a number of new systems for the entire university system in my state - and even MORE stressful job). This means that my stress level is often very high and there is a hard limit to how much fannish interaction I can manage at any given time. If I don't respond to you immediately, please assume that my work life is flaring up and I do not have the brainpower or just plain time to answer your wonderful, thoughtful comment with the attention it deserves.

Fannishly, I've been hanging around fandom around 25ish years now, and in the LJ/DW sort of area since 2005ish. I'm a fandom old, but I adore young folks and wish to help basically everyone develop themselves in whatever ways they wish to do that. I love fandom generally and it is a wonderful part of my life I don't expect to ever give up. I'll be a 90 year old writing smut for fun, JUST WATCH ME.

Current fandoms:
* The Untamed (Chen Qing Ling (CQL))/Mo Dao Zu Shi (MDZS) + RPF of The Untamed actors (mainly a pairing with the delightful acronym BJYX): This was my gateway C drama fandom and I am still swimming in these waters, so unlikely to get out any time soon.
* Other Asian dramas to a greater or lesser degree: Guardian, TGCF/Heaven Official's Blessing, SHL/Word of Honor are faves; I have watched, and loved, Legend of Fei, S.C.I., Prince of Tennis, Cherry Magic (Japanese), The Yin-Yang Master (both versions), Hidden Blade, The One and Only, and several others, including several Korean and Japanese dramas and several Korean and Japanese movies. I haven't made it over to Thai dramas just yet but I'm sure it's just a matter of time.
* My old (and mostly still beloved) fandoms are, in reverse order: Supernatural, The Losers, Stargate: Atlantis, Alexander (2004, but also the Mary Renault stories), Lord of the Rings (LoTRPS, really), Buffy the Vampire Slayer (+ Angel)
* If you check my AO3 fandoms, I've got like, 100 fandoms listed there because I do a lot of crossovers and one-offs and there are a few fandoms I've flitted in and out of (like Criminal Minds), and a few long standing flirtations (like Leverage). Also Voiceteam is a thing, and often part of that is to podfic in small/new fandoms so that number just keeps going up!

My fannish activities are, at the moment, limited to writing (very very slowly – stress fucks this up for me) and podficcing. My podfic life has turned upside down a bit since I discovered that people actually enjoy me reading things with commentary and without editing. I call these cold reads, which is a bit of a misnomer but one that has stuck so I'm not actually planning on changing it at the moment. Someday I may try to figure out vidding but for now, it's off the table. I'm also veeery slowly trying to learn Chinese, which is only partially a fannish activity, but had its roots there, so I'm counting it.

I'm also at [tumblr.com profile] kisahawklin, I reblog stuff that interests me, positivity, and occasionally other stuff. It's pretty eclectic, but it's such a low bar to fandom participation that it's delightfully easy. I exist at [twitter.com profile] kisahawklin but I don't go there often and don't have notifs set up. I come to dreamwidth like clockwork every winter vacation because of [community profile] snowflake_challenge and I usually get both a burst of fannish energy for the beginning of the year and also a bit melancholy about how it doesn't last all year long. (It would burn me out if it did, but it's still sad to know how great it is to be that involved in fandom and then... not have that for a while.) Pretty much if there's a fannish site out there, I'm on it as kisahawklin, but my mains are tumblr, discord ([discord.com profile] kisahawklin, obviously), and AO3, with dreamwidth being like... my parents' home after I moved out. It will always be home. I come here often, I have many warm memories of it and I love it dearly, but I don't live here anymore.

I have a blanket permission statement on my AO3 profile, but I'm going to copy it here so you don't have to go looking around for it: Listen. I didn't ask permission to write this stuff. YOU DON'T HAVE TO ASK PERMISSION TO DO ANYTHING WITH IT. Podfic, art, re-write, crit, whatever you want. IT'S POSTED PUBLICLY. YOU DO WANT YOU WANT, FRIEND. Now, I am honored that you would even consider it, and I'd love to know about it, if you feel comfortable with that (including linking our works on the AO3), but again - NOT NECESSARY. You do what you like.

Welcome! I'm stressed right now, but fandom is still my home and I love it so much. Come on in and say hi!
kate: a hedgehog with a santa cap and candy cane scarf (holiday: Christmas hedgie)
2024-11-23 11:30 pm
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Holiday season is upon us so I have come home for the holidays

Hello my dwircle! Long time no see, I know. There are occasions when I see people that I feel bad because I simply do not have time to keep up with everyone in my life as closely as I would like (I have lost friends over this; I'm actually okay with it), and I get a twinge of that every time I come back to DW for the holiday season. But here I am, and while I spend most of my year on tumblr (because I am actually a strange little gremlin) and discord (because that's where my wife and bestest buddies are), I am always nostalgic for the things I love about DW - the amazing discussions and connection that tumblr (and even discord) are not really built for.

That said, if I kept in touch with everyone everywhere I would have time for nothing else and still wouldn't be able to keep up with everyone. There is a limited amount of time in the day after all.

So anyway, I am here! And I bring news of fun fannish holiday activities that are pretty much no pressure! I love things where I can browse people's wishes and just... grant some, if I have time/interest/energy/money. That's truly my favorite thing. I also put up posts because why not, it's not like I don't also like to get presents (and espectially for fannish things, I love to post prompts and ideas that might spark something for people).

The first is [community profile] fandomtrees, where you can put up a fannish (and non-fannish) non-monetary wishlist. This is fannish things you'd like to receive, plus things like recipes or stories or transformative works statements (hint hint!). Here's my tree for an example if you want to see. I trawl the tags for fandoms or media I want to give (I try to give everyone who requests a podfic one, if I can). It's a great time, and I love to fill requests for this, it's always such a delight. :D

The second is [community profile] holiday_wishes which is similar, in that you can ask for fannish stuff if you want (the list is limited to ten wishes of any type). I don't have an example on that one as I haven't posted one yet, but I probably will at some point in the next week.

Anyway, hallo! Good to be home!
kate: smiling face speaks into a mic with kisa in small print (kisa podficcing)
2024-05-12 09:59 pm

Dear Podficcer Letter

Cut for length )

TL;DR (i.e. the "just the facts, ma'am" list):

CQL and/or MDZS: Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian, Juniors (particularly Lan Sizhui), Wen Ning, Nie Huaisang, Wen Qing, Jiang Cheng, Twin Jades gen, Yunmeng bros or siblings gen

CQL RPF: Xiao Zhan/Wang Yibo, gen about the rest of the cast

TGCF: Hua Cheng/Xie Lian, He Xuan, Shi Qingxuan, Mu Qing, Feng Xin

Guardian: Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, Chu Shuzhi/Guo Changcheng, Da Qing, gen about the entire team
kate: Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian sitting together (CQL: Yunmeng Shuangjie)
2024-03-09 11:50 pm
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CQL (and more) vid recs!

So, I recently got back in touch with a dear dear friend from the Losers fandom only to find out THEY ARE IN MDZS NOW (specifically the live action, CQL/The Untamed). And then they asked me for vid recs and... I uh. May have gone overboard. So, here, have the fruits of my labor.

These notes are really for them, so don't expect anything too polished. I'm not cleaning up the links or anything either, I spent like, 10 hours on this already and I'm done. But maybe there'll be something in there other people might like. :)

CQL (+ other stuff) Fanvid recs )
kate: Lan Wangji seated playing guqin Lan Xichen standing playing xiao (CQL: Twin Jades of Lan)
2024-01-01 11:04 am

Fandom Snowflake Challenge Day 1!

Challenge #1

In your own space, update your fandom information. Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

If you need ideas or inspiration, feel free to visit the challenge post and comments for examples of how others have done it. There is no right or wrong way to do this, so write what makes sense to you.


I love this one, it's always a good idea to update your intro sticky once in a while (mine is here), and I like to see what changes year to year. This is the fourth year that nothing big has changed for me - I'm a little surprised how hardcore I still am for my main fandom (MDZS/The Untamed).

Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of metallic snowflake and ornaments. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.
kate: Single snow covered tree against the blue, blue sky (Snow: tree and blue sky)
2023-12-30 11:27 am

Like a migratory bird, I return to Dreamwidth for snowflake_challenge

It's time, my friends! Lucky sauerkraut goes into the crockpot tonight, I'm writing up end of year summaries, I'm playing Voiceteam Mystery Box, and [community profile] snowflake_challenge is about to begin!

Snowflake Challenge promotional banner with image of igloo and northern lights. Text: Snowflake Challenge January 1-31.

If you haven't played before, check it out! It is a lovely place that seeks to appreciate all the lovely things we do in fandom, and also gives us fans a bit of time to appreciate ourselves and what we do! Cannot recommend it highly enough.

Similarly, it's 2024 writing challenge signup time - I will tout the one I'm still doing ([community profile] getyourwordsout, which has an amazing spreadsheet and lots of resources and as much or as little interaction as you like), and mention a few of the others that I have participated in that are still active ([community profile] inkingitout is a slightly more chill community that I have modded for before, and [personal profile] zwei_hexen is the landing spot for a group of folks that do a "write every day" challenge, and have been for a few years now).

ETA: ALSO!!! It is time to fill needy trees at [community profile] fandomtrees, if you're interested in brightening someone's day, check out this post about how to fill needy trees!
kate: Single snow covered tree against the blue, blue sky (Snow: tree and blue sky)
2023-11-18 07:47 pm
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PSA: Fandomtrees signups are live!!!

[community profile] fandomtrees signups are live until December 6! Basically, [community profile] fandomtrees is a successor to [community profile] fandom_stocking. You can sign up with 3-25 fandoms (including non-fandom asks like recipes or podcast recs or cat pics) and then you go around looking at the trees to see if you can put a gift under one of them.

So far I have one person in my current fandom, but I'll be checking out all the trees to see if there are gifts I can give. :D :D :D
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-30 11:58 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 31

This is it, folks, the last check-in of October! Tallies are back, so please check them and comment here with anything that might have been missed (I did not go back and update previous posts - I always adding things to the newest one, which is now this final one).

It has been wonderful hosting this and I hope to do it again next year, perhaps in a slightly less crazy month. :)

For myself, I actually had a bit of inspiration and wrote a whole paragraph of potential trick-or-treating fic that might or might not be done in time for Halloween/Wei Wuxian's birthday. :)

For next month's check-ins, check out [personal profile] zwei_hexen!

ETA: Reading comprehension fail, it's not [personal profile] zwei_hexen for November 1, it's [personal profile] sanguinity!

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FINAL DAY!!! Day 31 tally: [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] lferion, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] silveradept, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] the_siobhan, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] yhlee, [personal profile] ysilme
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-29 11:12 am
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 29

Ack, sorry, I ended up sleeping most of the day away and I have a concert today so one more day to get those tallies done, sorry!

[TALLIES STILL AWAY AT WAR]
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-27 10:04 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 28

On a plane, have to go!

[TALLIES TBD TOMORROW SORRY}
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-26 08:44 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 27

I got up at 4am, have been at a long conference and am too tired to do anything. Check-in here! Tallies to be updated as soon as I get time. <3

[TALLIES TBD]
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-25 11:06 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 26

Busy day! Lots of work, getting ready to go to a work conference tomorrow, plus dress rehearsal for the concert this weekend... not time to even send the fic to my alpha reader. But she came to me with a pet peeve about characterization, and there is meta brewing for me tomorrow!

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Day 26 tally:
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-24 11:41 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 25

I kinda wrote stuff? I went looking for some WLW porn I'd started and found a near-complete ficlet at the top of my "WLW ideas" file, so I edited it quite heavily and I think it's pretty much complete at this point, a little shortie, maybe 1000 words? Not sure I'll post it, but I'm gonna run it past my alpha reader to see what she thinks.

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Day 25 tally: [personal profile] alexseanchai, [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] the_siobhan, [personal profile] yhlee
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-24 12:41 am
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 24

Rehearsal + traffic means a late night, so just noodling in the car and commenting here for today.

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Day 24 tally: [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yasaman
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-23 12:04 am
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 23

Whew, day of rest with lots of mental noodling on possible stories. This week I hope to actually put the noodles down somewhere I can think about writing some of it.

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Day 23 tally: [personal profile] alexseanchai, [personal profile] alightbuthappypen, [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] silveradept, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] yhlee, [personal profile] ysilme
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-21 11:34 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 22

I have walked 8 zillion miles today and I am tired and footsore and in need of 16 hours of sleep. Will update all the tallies tomorrow. <3

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Day 22 tally: [personal profile] alightbuthappypen, [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, <[personal profile] kate, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yhlee, [personal profile] ysilme
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-20 11:16 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 21

First day with sis and nephews, plural, tomorrow starts early and ends late, so I don't expect words then either. Hope your weekend is more productive than mine!

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Day 21 tally: [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] lferion, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] spikedluv, [personal profile] starandrea, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] yhlee, [personal profile] ysilme
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-19 11:22 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 20

Ahhhhh, getting a late start on it, but betaing a couple of fics for my wife tonight. Sis and nephew are eating the rest of my weekend, but I'll keep noodling on my secret santa AUs. Maybe something else will come to me.

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Day 20 tally: [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] lferion, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] sanguinity, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] spikedluv, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] yhlee, [personal profile] ysilme
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-18 10:58 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 19

More rehearsal tonight, so no real time for writing other than work words, again with the difficult conversation where I somehow always have to be the adult. Did soundboard my ideas with my alpha reader though, hoping for reaction shots tomorrow to guide me.

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Day 19 tally: [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] spikedluv, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] yhlee
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-17 10:14 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 18

No outlining tonight, had to practice for upcoming concerts but I'm still thinking through the possibilities. Might do a music-adjacent AU which is by far less dangerous for my nerves than an actual music AU. Still the possibility of a podfic AU though, because it amuses me.

You guys are all doing so great, so many things posted so far this month, and we're only halfway through! Congratulations!

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Day 18 tally: [personal profile] alexseanchai, [personal profile] alightbuthappypen, [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yasaman
kate: Sharpened pencil writes 'kisa' (kisa writing)
2023-10-16 11:13 pm
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Write Every Day: October 2023 Day 17

Well, a bit of noodling on the way to rehearsal not only didn't narrow my ideas down, I actually thought of another one. SIGH. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to actually outline a bit and see which one is doable in the timeframe.

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Day 17 tally: [personal profile] alightbuthappypen, [personal profile] badly_knitted, [personal profile] chanter1944, [personal profile] china_shop, [personal profile] cornerofmadness, [personal profile] kate, [personal profile] luzula, [personal profile] regshoe, [personal profile] shadaras, [personal profile] sylvanwitch, [personal profile] yasaman, [personal profile] yhlee