2017 Year in Review: Fannish Output
The Losers
Adventures in Suburbia (2191 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Losers (2010)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Jake Jensen, Franklin Clay
Additional Tags: Injury, Major Character Injury, Cougar - Freeform, Pooch - Freeform, Roque - Freeform, Hurt/Comfort, but not a lot of comfort really, but some
Summary: Clay and Jensen get trapped under a building, and Jensen's hurt. Things can really only go up from there.
Supernatural
Season 12 Tagathon
In order by ep.
Untitled (594 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel & Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s12e09 First Blood, Introspection
Series: Part 4 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon
Summary: A bit of thoughtful Sam. My fave bits of the episode were the Sastiel ones - it was nice to have Cas's devotion to both Winchesters stated so plainly. And Sam's face when he hugged Cas! It was reminiscent of the way he hugged Dean when Dean got back from Purgatory (though I'm sure that was partially camera angle).
Please tell me that Sam's "saving people" shtick will be the impetus to stop working with the British MOL. Because the excessive outright murder is starting to chafe.
Small Treasures (1207 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel & Sam Winchester
Characters: Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Episode: s12e10 Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets
Series: Part 5 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon
Summary: Sam and Cas have a chat over lunch.
Mixed Blessing (469 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Sam Winchester & Rowena
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Rowena (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: Episode: s12e11 Regarding Dean
Series: Part 6 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon
Summary: Sam thinking. That's what I'm getting out of this season, mostly. Sam thinking about things.
It was supposed to be thinking about Dean but took a turn toward Rowena. I don't even know, sorry.
Untitled (1610 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel & Sam Winchester
Characters: Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Episode: s12e12 Stuck In The Middle (With You)
Series: Part 7 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon
Summary: More Sam thinking, some Sam acting this time, and Cas is along for the ride.
Untitled AND Unfinished (2611 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s12e13 Family Feud, Jossed, completely and utterly NOT the way they went with this, whew, Abandoned Work - Unfinished and Discontinued
Series: Part 8 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon, Part 33 of Unfinished and discontinued fic
Summary: I thought for sure, at the end of the last episode, that Dean was going to cave, and Sam was going to go along with his brother. I have never been more thankful to have been jossed.
Welcome to my day job - meta about the British Men of Letters and consultants (1188 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Additional Tags: Meta, Episode: s12e14 The Raid
Series: Part 9 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon
Summary: So this season, Supernatural is a microcosm of my work life (which is shitty right now, in a very particular kind of way that weirdly maps right onto the arc of SPN). It's frustrating on both fronts, and basically mostly what this episode made me want to do is roll my eyes at how the BMOL is making all the mistakes my consulting peers make in the field.
Reassurance (5205 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
Characters: Eileen Leahy, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s12e17 The British Invasion, Episode Tag, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot
Series: Part 10 of Supernatural Season 12 Tagathon
Summary: Eileen needs some reassurance, and so does Sam.
Season 13 Tagathon
In order by ep.
All That Remains (289 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Jack Kline, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s13e01 Lost and Found, POV Jack, Spoilers
Series: Part 1 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: I just wonder what Jack was going through, and why he trusted Sam so quickly and implicitly. There should probably be a lot more to this but it's late and I'm tired.
Lifeline (515 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Kline & Sam Winchester
Characters: Jack Kline, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s13e02 The Rising Son, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Comfort
Series: Part 2 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: Jack's POV again. This is getting to be a regular thing. I had this thought while I was driving today, and then someone posted on tumblr, I wonder how different the episode would’ve ended if it was Sam who walked in on Jack stabbing himself and I just had to write this.
To Be Continued (264 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s13e03 Patience
Series: Part 3 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: Okay, it's not that I wasn't thrilled about Jack and Cas, but HELL NO the boys did not end that fight there.
the opposite of empty (209 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: Episode: s13e04 The Big Empty, all the dead angels are in there huh
Series: Part 4 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: All the dead angels and demons are in the big empty? That doesn't seem particularly... empty. Also, dude, I was all set to believe Cas was back. Damn you all for making me realize my stupidly pollyanna nature was getting the best of me yet again.
Like Father, Like Son (653 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jack Kline & Sam Winchester
Characters: Jack Kline, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s13e04 The Big Empty, Comfort, Hugs
Series: Part 5 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: I guess I just needed some more catharsis. Sam and Jack communicating and hugging.
Stop pretending you're not a nerd too, Dean (408 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Characters: Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Episode: s13e05 Advanced Thanatology, Dean speculation, Dean's a nerd too dammit
Series: Part 6 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: So I'm sure there will be a gazillion episode caps about the Cas and Dean reunion (or Sam and Cas, or Sam, Dean and Cas), but I am waiting on that, because I'm fairly certain the show is going to give us something next week and I just want to see what it is. (And THEN I will re-write it if it's not satisfying, but we'll see.)
So anyway, yeah, the other thing I really feel needed to be addressed was the fact that Dean scoffs at Sam's fantasy movie collection like he hasn't watched them with Sam a million times. (There are other things, but this is the one I can deal with right now, so.)
Fear and Loathing in Lebanon, Kansas (321 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Jack Kline, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Post-Episode: s13e06 Tombstone
Series: Part 7 of Supernatural Season 13 Tagathon
Summary: Jack's thoughts as the episode closes.
One-offs
Angelface (8204 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - Superheroes/Superpowers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Offscreen Sam, Smartass Sam
Summary: Just your average Destiel College/Superpowers/Enemies to Friends to Lovers AU.
Imperfections (500 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Characters: Sam Winchester, Castiel
Additional Tags: Fluff, Old Age, Sweet, Sappy, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, seriously just soooooo sappy
Summary: Just a bit of old!Sam and Cas.
Antarctica [podfic] by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sam Winchester/Original Male Character(s)
Characters: Sam Winchester, OMC
Additional Tags: Soulless Sam Winchester, Podfic, Podfic & Podficced Works, Podfic Length: 45-60 Minutes, Audio Format: Streaming, Audio Format: MP3
Summary: Sam sets out to get drunk, eats gourmet mac and cheese, takes a break, has a breakdown, and discusses the flora and fauna of the Antarctic.
Sastiel Headcanons for Sastiel Love Week (7900 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 7/7
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: First Time, Alternate Universe - Human, Alternate Universe - College/University, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff, Baby Animals, Bathing/Washing, POV Outsider, Awesome Jody Mills, Sastiel Love Week
Summary: Seven Sastiel headcanons; some more headcanon-y, some more ficcish, for my lovely Sastiel person, @anchoirs whose requests read like a list of my favorite things: schmoop, friends to lovers, a fair amount of Dean, but no competition from him, awkward sex (sorry, none of that in here, though), and then one specific prompt - washing the blood off each other. And man, it was peeeeerfect. A match made in heaven. It's been a great week.
Symphony No. 1 in the Key of Sam Winchester (2803 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Music, Backstory
Summary: How music fits into Sam's life.
Sleepy Dominos (750 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Fluff, Like, lots of fluff, Sleeping Together, Maybe in a few years from now, When Dean's old enough for parts of him to ache
Summary: Based on this post by
Sastiel Love Week #2 (10866 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 9/9
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Sastiel Love Week, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés, Alternate Universe, Episode: s10e07 Girls Girls Girls, First Time, Angel Wings, Autumn, day in the life, Angst, happy ever after
Summary: Seven days of delightful Sastiel, for my wonderful recipient @samspurpletoothbrush. The prompts were:
• Monday (6th): Firsts
• Tuesday (7th): AU (reverse verse, all human, all angels, a/b/o, coffee shop, college, hs, etc)
• Wednesday (8th): outsider pov or day in the life
• Thursday (9th): Angst
• Friday (10th): Autumn themed (halloween, cold weather, pumpkin spiced lattes, etc)
• Saturday (11th): Episode related (things we missed, what you wish happened, etc)
• Sunday (12th): Domestic or Future!fic aka let them be happy™
Letters to Dean (1468 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 2/?
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Bobby Singer, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Behind-the-scenes Sam/Eileen, Epistolary
Summary: Oh man, they all sent along letters and video and voicemails and... there's so much.
perhaps home is not a place but simply an irrevocable condition (5610 words) by kisahawklin
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Kevin Tran/Sam Winchester
Characters: Kevin Tran, Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Age Difference, Bunker Sex, Hair Washing, Set in season 10 but we're just gonna say Gadreel isn't an issue, Let's call it an AU where Gadreel didn't kill Kevin for absolutely no reason at all
Summary: Sam comes home from a hunt injured and Kevin finds him in the bathroom, dirty and exhausted.
2017 Statistics
Total words written: 350,000ish… don't have my spreadsheet out (but this includes lots of non-fic words, journaling and work and stuff
Total words published: 56,553 (+ 25k-ish of Impromptu, which is under 2018 now, because I've posted a chapter this year)
Total stories: 22, plus 1 meta and 1 podfic
Average words per story: 2670
Shortest story: Probably one of the Sastiel headcanons, but as they're chaptered, I'm not going to bother looking for it. Instead, it's The Opposite of Empty, 209 words
Longest story: Angelface, 8,204 words
Median: 1468 words
Fandoms written in: Supernatural, The Losers
Fandoms I had never written in before this year: None
Fandoms that really hooked me: Nothing writing-wise, but I seriously am enjoying watching Stranger Things, This Is Us, Brooklyn 99, Lethal Weapon, The Good Place, The Gifted.
Fandoms I expected to be writing more, but didn't: None. I really only ever expect to write in Supernatural, so anything else is a bonus.
Fandoms I expect to write in next year: Supernatural.
Fests I participated in this year:
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Fests I expect to participate in next year:
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My favorite piece of this year: perhaps home is not a place but an irrevocable condition. I had real trouble writing the entire back half of the year. My dear friend
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My best piece this year: Same.
Most fun piece: Same.
Most sexy piece: Tie between perhaps home is not a place but an irrevocable condition and Reassurance which is a similar-feeling piece but with a Sam/Eileen pairing and no hair pulling.
Piece with the single sexiest moment: Ditto the above. They're fairly atmospheric, so it's more fluid than some of the porn I've written, where there is definitely a crystal clear moment.
Most depressing piece: Lifeline, I guess. It's an episode cap for 13.02. Dean's grief was difficult, the first several episodes of the season, but honestly the parts that were the most difficult for me were the way he treated Jack and then Sam by association. I'm sorry, I just don't believe you get a free pass because you're hurting. Anyway. The caps are all a little sad, and this is the saddest of them.
Piece that shifted my own perceptions of the characters: perhaps home is not a place but an irrevocable condition, definitely. It gave me a new appreciation for Kevin, and I really liked the Sam that interacted with Kevin in that way without his usual overarching guilt.
Biggest Disappointment: Honestly, Angelface was just too rushed. I had to write it in a hurry for an exchange, and it really is meant to be a novelette, I think. There's so much more to that story. I'm currently re-writing it, in the way of that one post about editing that goes around – the one about taking your first draft and literally retyping it, word for word? Turns out, I really like the opening. But as things speed up, it just starts moving so damn fast. It needs a lot more in-between what's there.
Biggest Surprise: perhaps home is not a place but an irrevocable condition, because I hadn't written so easily in so long and it felt so good.
Most Unintentionally Telling piece: Reassurance, I suppose, since it involves het porn from a woman's POV. Any time I write a woman's enjoyment of sex, it's based on what I like, so. There you go.
Favorite opening line: From chapter 6 of the second Sastiel love week collection: Castiel has never had a particular care about time.
Favorite closing line: From chapter 1 of the first Sastiel love week collection: And Cas doesn't knock him out, Cas just sits next to him on the bed, an attentive vigil, watching Sam as he lets go, as he drifts into sleep, and when the nightmares come, Cas gently puts his fingers to Sam's forehead and tells them to fuck off.
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But also: YAY ART! and I am jealous, which I should've said upfront but I'm sick so pretend my manners don't feel well. <3