Oh BB, ((((HUGS))))
You deserve to be joyful about all the wonderful things you've accomplished this year. I'm sorry writing disappointed you. Maybe these things just ebb and flow and the writing will come back to you in the new year. I hope so. I want you to find all the success you deserve.

I started listening to one of your podcasts, I think it was a Halloween episode? I really enjoyed it, although I didn't get a chance to finish it. You have exactly the kind of voice I like listening to when I listen to podcasts. Oddly, it sometimes was hard to tell the two of you apart when you were talking. Anyway, I hope you do more since you're so good at it.

I wish I could find more words of comfort for you or find some way to reassure you that this next year will be better. I have every confidence it will be. You've identified what's wrong, now you just need a plan and to execute the plan. You can absolutely change things around in the new year. You can do it. You're one of the strongest people I know!

Sending you hugs and writing/posting vibes.