Yeah, it's... I don't love pregnancy ever but mpreg is just... worse for me, for some reason? And there are so many fics that want to lovingly describe it, and I'm like. Nope, nope, nooooooooope I specifically was never going to go there myself, I do not want to experience this even in fic. I don't mind kidfic, but I don't love newborn baby fic; it's often written with the same kind of loving detail and again I go.... not for me.