Aw! I know saying "don't feel guilty" doesn't do much, but ... don't feel guilty? From everything you said, what you did is perfectly fine. *hugs*
For Wei Wuxian, I'm pretty sure in the book he does thinks Lan Wangji hates him. If I'm misremembering, my bad! (But he's massively more oblivious overall, in the novel, including towards his own feelings.) In CQL it was clear after a couple episodes that Lan Wangji did like him, but those first episodes were excruciating to me because a) I couldn't tell at first, and moreover b) my impression was definitely that Wei Wuxian couldn't tell.
Anyway, this is a very subjective impression of a character's impression of another, pretty difficult-to-read character, so it's probably not surprising there are different takes, LOL.
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For Wei Wuxian, I'm pretty sure in the book he does thinks Lan Wangji hates him. If I'm misremembering, my bad! (But he's massively more oblivious overall, in the novel, including towards his own feelings.) In CQL it was clear after a couple episodes that Lan Wangji did like him, but those first episodes were excruciating to me because a) I couldn't tell at first, and moreover b) my impression was definitely that Wei Wuxian couldn't tell.
Anyway, this is a very subjective impression of a character's impression of another, pretty difficult-to-read character, so it's probably not surprising there are different takes, LOL.